In Control: Diaries of a Mistress 2 - The Eve of a Session

Tomorrow, a new submissive will kneel before me for the very first time. He found me on Fetlife, admitted he has lingered in the shadows for some time, quietly observing me. What drew him was not only my presence as a Mistress, but also my business background, my elegance, my confidence—the way I embody power in every form.

He confessed that he has long fantasized about this world, yet never dared to live it. But now, fate has brought him here, traveling through China, finding himself in my city, and finally deciding that his first real taste of submission will be with me.

We set our appointment for three o’clock tomorrow afternoon. Tonight, he wrote to me, his words vibrating with nerves and desire. He admitted he is anxious, yet trembling with anticipation. I told him that this combination, nervousness and longing, will make his surrender even more intense. It will heighten everything, sharpen every sensation, and brand the experience into him.

He told me it felt overwhelming, because he doesn’t know what will happen, and he has no control. I smiled as I wrote back: You don’t need to know. All you need is to give yourself to me. Follow me. Obey me.

His reply was instant, like a man falling into his own fate: “I will do whatever you want me to do. I will give you all the control.”

And so, that is where we leave it tonight. Tomorrow, he steps into my world. Tomorrow, he will learn what it means to surrender.

I will write again tomorrow after the session